So it's one of those situations where I know what I want, but I also know that there's a very slight chance that I will be able to actually achieve it should the opportunity present itself.
And I feel like a huge loser when I quote this, but this is exactly what I thought of:
"There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts go too deep... and they've taken hold."
As Molly said, Fear is such a limiting thing.
I'm just at the point where I need to decide whether I face it or let it win. And in this situation,it's not imperative, nor necessarily better for me, that I face it.
At least I've made progress on myself.
I have never been happier with who I am and who I am becoming.
There's just something missing...
...And I don't even know if I want it back.
"...Still the same, just like a cancer...."
--The Arcade Fire, "Crown of Love"
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