I have a drowning grip on your adoring face.

My mood tanked so badly today.

I haven't been this depressed in months.

I really... Can't... Remember the last time I was this depressed...

Fuck.

It's so exhausting to stay composed all day.

I couldn't actually today.

I cracked.

It was bad.

Very bad.

I don't know how to handle this anymore.

I just want to be better.

Everything I was doing before has stopped working.

I feel like such a burden to everyone.

I always do.

I am worried because I have so much downtime this weekend.

So much idle time.

I just want to go home.

And it's fascinating how it's someone I don't really know whom I met on Twitter that is helping me so much.

Piazza, New York Catcher.

Belle & Sebastian.