As Time Goes By...

So, this conversation helped me quite a bit.

It's all so hard.

Relationships are fucking ridiculous.

But for some godawful reason, they make us happy.

Or should.

I don't get it.

But we're not giving up quite yet.

I'm not giving up quite yet, either.

Either way, as of right now, things are ok.

I mean, yes, they're shaky as shit, as things always are when you're having trouble, but we're both trying.

And I'm still so discouraged that my own personal problems make any relationship I have with any human being unimaginably difficult, but I'm trying to use my desire for this as a motivation to make progress on my own issues.

Here's hoping this is the kick in the ass I need.

And that I can both develop and sustain it.

I love you all, readers.

There really aren't many of you, but know that I do appreciate you. <3