Anyway, today was interesting. Nothing bad, really. I was just...off. But my family was tolerable. Aaaand Mom and I decided we're going out for martini's on Thursday? Go figure!
I am definitely insecure today, with very low self-esteem, but I know it'll calm down soon.
I know everything will be ok; I just have trouble believing it.
What is it about being at home that makes me such a bitch?
I feel like I regress to this depressed, unsure, lonely, asshole of a person when I'm here.
I hate it.
So yeah. I finished the book, watched The Hangover with my family (yes, my WHOLE family---another WTF?!), was an ass, booked spring break tickets for Tim and myself, apologized, was forgiven, and here I am. Time to watch some Dexter on Netflix and/or read, then go to sleep.
I was hoping to get my Christmas presents wrapped tonight, buuuuut extraneous factors were present.
Tomorrow's goals: Wrap Christmas gifts, secret plans, read, Black Swan with Sebbie. <3
UPDATED Winter Break To Do List:
Finish Infinite Jest- Finish Tim's birthday gifts
- Kiva Loans
- Wrap Christmas Presents
- Buy a new laptop
Back up my external hard driveBook Spring Break tickets- Update my podcasts
- Organize my iTunes
- Download some music
- Work on building my Reddit frontpage
- Scholarships
- Work on music for ( . Y . )
- Read lots of books
- Watch a few movies
- Find a French online friend
No comments:
Post a Comment