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So, I am in a very tolerable mood at the moment! Today has been a good day!

I'm still disappointed that I haven't touched my Arabic, nor my guitar, and have completely lost interest in reading, but hopefully my laziness is preparing me for school?

And for the first time in my life, I'm enjoying shopping!

It's been a difficult break. Lots of things have gone down.

A friendship has been restored, while another has been destroyed.

My cousin moved to London on Christmas Eve.

The rest of my family has been annoying, judgmental, and stealing all my relaxation/me time.

Christmas was shit. But things are getting better.

Personally, I've been stable in my moods. I've been rather crabby, but that's due to my sleep issues.

I haven't been able to sleep well since September, and things just keep getting worse.

Break has been awful.

I've found that the only things that help me sleep are talking to people on the phone and listening to music, both of which are impossible when sharing a room in a dorm.

So I've been spending countless hours online IMing people and playing solitaire and flash games for this reason. Mahjong, FTW! Oh, and lotsa time wasted on Craigslist :-P

In other news, I still love fashion, but am very stingy.

I hope I'm not so lazy that I don't dress cutely once I get back to school like always...

I dyed my hair back to my natural color. And that is, surprisingly, blonde. Kept the blue. :)

I met the cutest girl who works at Hot Topic today, where I purchased a kickass Marley shirt and Nightmare car mat. As she was ringing me up, we got to talking, and she told me I should apply to work there. She told me when they'll be hiring again, and that I could be a seasonal employee and that, if I wanted, I could probably transfer to the one in Polaris during the school year. I would love it. I love their band tees and Nightmare stuffs and Invader Zim and their Alice in Wonderland shit is AMAZING! Hmmm yesss would love a discount there. It's a long way off, but here's hoping!

I played with my Brown Momma yesterday. It was fucking fantastic.

We discovered how fucking similar we are. Down to the figure skating. <3

AND I FOUND OUT SHE'S STAYING IN AKRON THIS SUMMER!

We is gonna ho it out!

I spent a fantastic evening/night/early morning with James. I've missed him terribly.

We played some fucking awesome Beatles Rock Band.

But then I had a horrible anxiety attack. I hadn't had one in a very long time. And it was fucking terrifying.

I handled it just like my doctors told me to, but it didn't make a difference.

It lasted a solid 30 minutes. That's excessive.

I dunno why it happened. But I was so glad it happened when I was with James. He is such a great friend and has been with me since the very beginning of that nightmare.

I'm still thinking about going to London during spring break.

So if you're interested in accompanying me and free/willing to skip class 3/19-3/27 and will be able to afford a plane ticket, let me know!

If not, I'll just go alone.

Since I haven't been sleeping well, I've been sleeping on the couch. Just watching tv until I pass out. And rather than taking some sleeping pills, of which I bought a new bottle today, I will lay on the couch all night. Well, I will if my dog lets me. Damn pooch. >.<

I had a coffee this morning, so I certainly won't be sleeping tonight, so if you read this, feel free to call, text, or IM. AIM = emicort12

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