Ugh My Goddamn Family

So, my dad gets $75 from Goodyear to take his family out to dinner when he's gone for long periods of time.

He's been gone over half of this year so far.

My family went without me and without asking me if I cared.

AND

When I asked for money to eat this weekend so I wasn't spending Christian's money, Mom told me no!

She said, and I quote, "Do you REALLY not have any money?"

It's not like it's his mom's paying for me to eat!

It's his own fucking wallet!

UGH

Pissing me off.

FIRST she said "You never asked me that!"

That was BULLSHIT.

UGH

So fucking pissed.

I felt so guilty that I spent ANOTHER $20 I don't have to take him to Olive Garden.

SO

To sum it up.

$5,000 in Lebanon.

Come back.

Find out I have no job.

Spend $130 to fix my goddamn guitar.

$100 on Plan B pills

$13 on pregnancy test.

And $20 on Olive Garden.

I am so pissed.

I am absolutely beyond angry right now.

I could fucking cry.

I'm so fucking angry.

I can't stand my family.

I can't wait until I'm out of here.

I'm so mad.

I've had a job since I turned 16.

Last summer, I worked 50 hour weeks.

I have a fucking scholarship for half of my college costs.

And when I get fucked over, they aren't willing to help out.

But my little sister, who is too lazy to find a job or apply for scholarships or even look for a fucking college, gets whatever she wants.

Pisses me the fuck off.